When I'm driving inside my car from Hospital to my house this morning, i stumble upon a question inside my head.
What thing that i actually good at?
yes, i am a doctor, but am i a good and brilliant one? I don't think so. there is a lot of my colleague which is better than me...
I can play music such as guitar, but i am not a guitarist.. i play few song, and lot of my friend burn the guitar with their skills.
I can sing but my voice worse than my guitar skill.
I can drive, but i drive at 60km per hour, and few months ago i still scratch my front bumper skirt of my car.
I was good at computer, but the pace it too face, everything changes, now i now nothing about computer. I just know how to use it. I may able to fix it but I frequently mess up everything nowadays cause all the component of the computer is getting smaller and delicate. Easy to break compare to before. Hardware is not that hard today.
I am worse at taking picture so i cannot be a photographer.
I am not that good at speaking in public. I love listening more than talking.
And i am not a good listener too cause i always think of something else when someone talk at me cause i am such a curious person. I saw a picture at the wall and i am totally not listening to the person beside me.
I am not romantic and frequently make my girlfriend tired of my ignorance of this kind of thing.
I am not a good planner cause all my plan always fail.
I am not good at partying, i hate partying. I prefer staying and watch movie at home.
I love watching movie but who the hell does not. I am not good at reviewing movie, I would say Avatar is a very good movie but my friend said that it is the worse movie ever,
I am not good at tasting food cause every food taste the same to me. That's why i can eat all different kind of food no matter which country they came from.
I was good at cooking, and my mom still said that i does but i realize that by time, i am getting suck at it cause i prefer take out rather than homemade. And if i am at my home, i prefer my mother's cooking.
I like badminton but i am suck at it. All my friend now almost pro with badminton but i still in beginner level.
I love jumping rope and i was good at it but there is no place for me to do it now cause my house is small and i really need a new apartment to start back jumping. Plus, i can't even jump 100 times now. previously i can do 1000 jumps non stop in 10 minutes.
I like fishing, the last time i went fishing was like 18 years ago.
I can't swim. I just know how to save myself from drowning.
Pretty much said here that i am still looking what im good at. What is my talent. What is the thing that i must do and good at until i can teach it to my children. I am pretty sad about it......
Sunday, October 30, 2011
Wednesday, October 05, 2011
The Memory Remains...
1. Ah, so lazy to wake up in the morning and then have to go to work.
2. So tired every evening going back late from work.
3. Everyday the cycle continues, there is a lot more thing lies ahead.
4. I miss those day when Me and her always complain that we have no money, we went to oneborneo just want to spend our time sitting and talking and if we want to buy something, we buy something at Giant. We can afford to eat in that mall. We even cannot afford to park our car inside that mall.
5. We walk across the road just to eat in a cheap restaurant. Once a while we went and buy ice cream at McDonalds. Sunday cone... the cheapest ice cream among all other ice cream there.
6. We share our money to buy petrol for my car so that we can go somewhere we want to go. But we only go around town. cause we don't have enough money to go further than that.
7. Sometimes we just sit in our own room, and chat using yahoo messenger. We were saving our lunch money so we can buy someting nice for dinner later.
oh.. i miss that day.
sometimes i used to fight with my roommate on a pack of instant noodle. Thing that i cannot forget until today.
Oh i miss that day.
Even though that day was hard, but i miss it.
Now i can buy Starbuck of tutti frutti but cannot match that day sundae cup from McDonald. Now i can buy fish n co for dinner but cannot match that cheap fried rice across the road. Now i can buy cloth shoes or some DVD in that mall but the time spend cannot match the time when we use to hang out in that mall buying nothing.
One ask me why i like to give signature and chop to my junior medical student.... i just want them to send more of their time with their love one and friends. Someday you will be alone. And you will miss that day.
2. So tired every evening going back late from work.
3. Everyday the cycle continues, there is a lot more thing lies ahead.
4. I miss those day when Me and her always complain that we have no money, we went to oneborneo just want to spend our time sitting and talking and if we want to buy something, we buy something at Giant. We can afford to eat in that mall. We even cannot afford to park our car inside that mall.
5. We walk across the road just to eat in a cheap restaurant. Once a while we went and buy ice cream at McDonalds. Sunday cone... the cheapest ice cream among all other ice cream there.
6. We share our money to buy petrol for my car so that we can go somewhere we want to go. But we only go around town. cause we don't have enough money to go further than that.
7. Sometimes we just sit in our own room, and chat using yahoo messenger. We were saving our lunch money so we can buy someting nice for dinner later.
oh.. i miss that day.
sometimes i used to fight with my roommate on a pack of instant noodle. Thing that i cannot forget until today.
Oh i miss that day.
Even though that day was hard, but i miss it.
Now i can buy Starbuck of tutti frutti but cannot match that day sundae cup from McDonald. Now i can buy fish n co for dinner but cannot match that cheap fried rice across the road. Now i can buy cloth shoes or some DVD in that mall but the time spend cannot match the time when we use to hang out in that mall buying nothing.
One ask me why i like to give signature and chop to my junior medical student.... i just want them to send more of their time with their love one and friends. Someday you will be alone. And you will miss that day.
Saturday, October 01, 2011
HO Shift System,
1.So we started shift system today.Until now nothing seem to be happening. Same same.
2. A lot of people opposed this idea of introducing shift system. I am neutral about it. My girlfriend started to work shift since month ago and nothing seem to be a problem for her. Plus she said that she had more time to go to bank and apply for multiple loan after shift system was introduced.
3. I am not pro Shift system either. For me the usual system of oncall did not bring much problem to me. It always keep me busy and sometime i complain a lot about it. But after complete all the on call i will always feel full of myself.
4. I believe people are to afraid of changes. It was a drastic changes when you suddenly change your timing of work. feel like everything will collapse. But maybe, it is better than before.
5. Human nature is always like that. Afraid of changes. We are similar to cat actually. Cat hate changes. They prefer playing the same thing all over again for the rest of their life. The different between cat and us is we can adapt. We can choose to be what we want to be. We can survive even we put ourselves in a very tough condition.
6.Hmm. Maybe i will miss my on call momment. New batch of HO later will never taste the bittersweet of on call. Hehe. But the old batch also cannot taste the bittersweet of shift work.
So I am lucky to taste both system. Same like before when everyone compare boarding school and non-boarding school. Everyone said boarding school is the best and non boarding school have no future. I've tasted both. Now i have enough experience to suggest to someone which school u need to go ( boarding or not boarding)
7.After this, we all can make good and fair comment about this system cause we are the one who experince both of it. How lucky we are.
2. A lot of people opposed this idea of introducing shift system. I am neutral about it. My girlfriend started to work shift since month ago and nothing seem to be a problem for her. Plus she said that she had more time to go to bank and apply for multiple loan after shift system was introduced.
3. I am not pro Shift system either. For me the usual system of oncall did not bring much problem to me. It always keep me busy and sometime i complain a lot about it. But after complete all the on call i will always feel full of myself.
4. I believe people are to afraid of changes. It was a drastic changes when you suddenly change your timing of work. feel like everything will collapse. But maybe, it is better than before.
5. Human nature is always like that. Afraid of changes. We are similar to cat actually. Cat hate changes. They prefer playing the same thing all over again for the rest of their life. The different between cat and us is we can adapt. We can choose to be what we want to be. We can survive even we put ourselves in a very tough condition.
6.Hmm. Maybe i will miss my on call momment. New batch of HO later will never taste the bittersweet of on call. Hehe. But the old batch also cannot taste the bittersweet of shift work.
So I am lucky to taste both system. Same like before when everyone compare boarding school and non-boarding school. Everyone said boarding school is the best and non boarding school have no future. I've tasted both. Now i have enough experience to suggest to someone which school u need to go ( boarding or not boarding)
7.After this, we all can make good and fair comment about this system cause we are the one who experince both of it. How lucky we are.
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